This week, we are getting a better understanding about why we are having difficulty receiving blessings into our lives. The reason is because we still have unhealed trauma from the past 15 years, keeping us in emergency mode. This is very good to understand. However, it is making us realize that we need to slow down more and put off a few things off until later while we figure out how to heal it.

The rewards of all our past efforts to be slow, stable, secure, thrifty, and self-reliant finally start to show themselves this week. However, they don’t show themselves in the way we expected they would — big, flashy, and fancy. Instead, they show themselves in a way that is smaller, slower, more subtle, and more practical, which some of us might miss if we aren’t looking close enough!

The rewards of all our past efforts to be slow, stable, secure, thrifty, and self-reliant finally start to show themselves this week. However, they don’t show themselves in the way we expected they would — big, flashy, and fancy. Instead, they show themselves in a way that is smaller, slower, more subtle, and more practical, which some of us might miss if we aren’t looking close enough!

We are trying to do things that we love and enjoy now in a more stable and secure way. However, that is proving difficult to do because we are too anxious about everything and stuck in our heads.